After being diagnosed at age 51 my outlook on life has changed,at age 30 i kept telling myself it,s time to give up smoking,cut back on drinking,10 years zoomed by,at age 40 yeah it,s time to stop smoking and drinking,11 years rolled by, then came Hodgkins i went cold turkey instantly with no problem do i want to "live or die",i want to live for as long as i can, even when it,s time to wear diapers again,working out at the gym 3 times a week,alternating days with 4 miles walks,it funny how humans can change overnight when diagnosed with a life-threatening illness